Spring! Finally! I was able to ride today for the first time since November, so I'm a happy camper. The Redwing Blackbirds are back, a little early but that's fine. The air has that early spring smell that reminds me that it really is time for winter to head back north and stay the hell away from here for a while.

It sure does help my mood to see the sun again. I'm always amazed at how difficult the winter darkness is around here. If not for my family I would seriously consider moving to a warmer climate where the sun shines most of the time. I love this part of the country most of the year, but man...Winter sucks.

Work is still boring, demoralizing, and not a lot of fun for me. I know how lucky I am to have a job, but it sure would be nice to feel like I make a difference or have a voice. Since losing the motorcycle program I feel like my worth has fallen to an all time low. It's too bad that between NYS and the MSF they have managed to totally discourage me from doing something that I truly loved and was actually pretty good at. The state doesn't care that they are sending the program money out of state and they still whine about how broke they are but continue to be short-sighted when it comes to taking care of the people of New York. The MSF is in the license mill business and show no interest in being the safety training entity that they once took pride in being. I guess if your money comes from the folks making bikes it makes sense to try to help them sell more bikes even at the risk of turning out riders that aren't prepared to be in traffic. It's sad, and at one time I refused to believe they were doing it, but now I see that it's true.

Ah well, better days are coming I hope...